Author’s Foreword 1
Chapter One My Father’s Childhood 9
From a Favorite Child to an Orphan 13
A Teenager Supporting a Family 24
My Father’s Sister Died of Typhus 31
Chapter Two My Young Father 35
Origin of the Name of CHANG Zhiqiang 38
Two Unfamiliar Words: Paternal Grandparents 40
Love Missed and Our Siblings’ Regret 43
A Talented, Mild yet Stern Father 46
Chapter Three My Aged Father 57
My Father Broke His Silence 67
My Father Participates in So Activities 76
Ms. Matsuoka Tamaki, a Japanese Friend that My Father Respects 87
My Father and the Book Nanjing Never Cries by ZHENG Hong 92
Survivors, Their Descendants and People Who Care for the Survivors 94
Chapter Four My Father in Nineties 99
My Father Now 102
I Record My Father’s Remaining Years with Meipian 105
Friendship between My Father and Professor ZHANG Yubiao 126
My Father’s Influence on Japanese College Students 138
Mental Dialogue between My Father and a College Student 143
Postscript 149
Appendix 161